i cried. just now, i cried. my eyes are red and i'm still not tired enough to head to bed. it's the end of the year.
you know when the time comes when yearbook signing begins. in a matter of 300 minutes, i only got through writing 3 yearbooks. that's roughly 100 minutes per, and to think i have so muc to say to so many people! my hands are going to cramp, but i'm not stopping until i am through signing. i just got started.
now for some melancholy. you may want to ask a japanese fluent person for a translation, or simply ask me.
eien
mitaku nakatta kedo
miteshimatta.
aketaku nakatta kedo
aketeshimatta,
kyonen no omoide no doa wo.
kimi ga itayo.
sono wasurerarenai egao,
sukitoutta hitomi de
watashi wo mite,
itsho ni aruitayone.
donogurai mae dattaka
wasureteta.
watashi ha anata no kotowo
wasureyouto shitetanda.
murida.
kimi wo wasureru no naraba
watashi mo wasurerareru.
kimi no kotowo
wasureru monoka.
yujyo yori motto,
bokutashiha koi ni ochita.
oboeterukana?
watashi ha mochiron da.
kimi no subete wo aishitano damono.
oboeteruni kimatteru jyanaika.
anata ha watashi ni ai to yu na no monowo
oshietekureta hito.
kimi ga inai imademo kimi no koto
omotterruyo.
meiwaku kakete gomen...
demo yappari kimi no koto
wasurerarenai ima.
kimi ha bokuwo aishita.
boku ha kimi ni ai wo kaeshita.
bokutachi nante mono ga nakutemo
ai wa mada arusa.
watashi ha imademo...
©2003 mai kozai
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